Oh My God (Official Video)

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Don't Give Me a Promise You'll Never Keep

The Fall

She is packing in slow motion the sun is coming up
I am sitting in the next room staring in my coffee cup
Now we are driving down the shoreline, this car is cut in two
I am quiet, she is humming, When the Stars Go Blue

And pulling up to JFK, there really isn't much to say

Chorus:
Don't tell me you'll write me, don't tell me you'll call
Just tell me you'll see me in the Fall
Don't give me a promise you know you'll never keep
Go and find it all and I'll see you in the Fall

Now I'm back at our apartment and nothing feels the same
Her coat is gone, her toothbrush is missing,
All the flowers start to fade
And September feels so far away

Let you fly away from me, fate will bring you back to me
And darling that's all we have

Don't write don't call I'll see you in the Fall
Don't write don't call I'll see you in the Fall

Used

Great remake.

Shit Happens.
Keep Moving.
You'll Forget.
They'll Regret.

I think that it's not the label of your job that defines you. It is the relationships you have in your life that define. Caring makes all the difference. Put in the effort.

pocket of your jeans

As a hair dye virgin I did not know what I was getting myself into. I had a meltdown. Am now coming to terms with it and actually like it.
This song speaks for itself.


I wish to feel smaller
under your sheets.
I wish for the whole truth
every time you speak.
I'm thinkin' about how you care half as much for me
While I watch you arrive, smoke cigarettes, sleep...

And I guess it doesn't matter what I say or what I seem
You stuck what I felt for you in the pocket of your jeans
Ignoring me the morning after
isn't enough
and I swear I'm gonna cry.
I'm sick of tryin' to be tough.

And my blood won't stick
To the confines of my veins.
And your heart
Is gonna tear mine away.

And I wish to feel smaller under your hands,
though you seem satisfied as you slip mine
down your pants.
And I'm thinkin' about how you care half as much for me
While you lift up my shirt after asking politely.

And I guess it doesn't matter what I am or pretend to be
Cuz it's her you'll always love and it's her I'll always envy.
I want to end this now so dreams of you won't keep me up.
But I swear I'm gonna cry.
I'm sick of tryin' to be tough.

And my blood won't stick
To the confines of my veins.
And your heart
Is gonna tear mine away.

And it's hard to find
What I want
When it's buried beneath the biggest rock.
I could pay lots of money
To help lift it with machines
But I'm not sure you'd cooperate.
Not sure you'd come clean.

And I wish to feel smaller
under your sheets.
I wish for the whole truth
every time you speak.
And I'm thinkin' about how you care half as much for me
As I watch you arrive, smoke cigarettes, sleep.

And I guess it doesn't matter what I say or what I seem
You stuck what I felt for you in the pocket of your jeans.
Ignoring me the morning after isn't enough
and I swear I'm going to cry.
I'm sick of tryin' to be tough.

Yeah, I swear I'm gonna cry.
I'm sick of tryin' to be tough.

And my blood won't stick
To the confines of my veins.
And your heart
Is gonna tear mine away.

Florence and the Machine - Cosmic Love

Been listening to Florence and the Machine for the past year. Now they're everywhere. Eat Pray Love trailer. VMA's. Vamp Diaries.Commercials. I feel like they're being stolen. Love her voice. Smile and mean it.

say what you mean and mean what you say. i do.

Wake up

I was starting a line on an elderly woman while her husband sat beside her today. He held her hand. Beautiful hard calloused hands. I watched his eyes hold hers. She took in his strength. It may sound dumb but it made me ache and want to cry. Will I ever be able to look at someone and gather strength from just a look?
There's this line in the movie Good Will Hunting when Robin Williams makes the statement to Matt Damon, " I've bet you'd even say you've been laid a few times. But can you say you've woken up beside someone you love and been truly happy?"
It makes me wonder if that's out there for me? Things just hurt right now. Words hurt. Lacking. Today was too long.
Stop screwing around and live.

Skinny LOvE

I told you to be patient
I told you to be kind

I turn this up and lay in the middle of my rug to bliss out. speakers up.
Don't waste any love.

Mumford & Sons - White Blank Page (Bookshop Sessions)

Would you lay next to me and give me your heart?
Rocking band.