Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Blown away





this year has brought so many changes.
i am constantly looking around and wondering where did the time go.
i don't know why but it feels like borrowed time.

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Slow Your Breath Down



Give it all and give some more

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Cherish and Give it all



These past few weeks help me put so many things into perspective.
The fact that everyday life should not be taken for granted.
those around me i should not take for granted.
Cherish

My love, who makes me dream, was in a fire that he was lucky to walk out of. It frightens me. I don't like to imagine a future without him in it.

A friend of mine I got to take care of yesterday. I crawled into bed next to her while she cried. I hate illness. It wraps around your soul weighing it down. Her eyes said how much she hurt. I went to leave and she asked if I could stay a little longer. I sat back down and hummed a song she said she liked until she fell asleep. It breaks my heart to see her eyes void of their light.

A friend of mine suffered a loss no one should ever have to go through. A loss of her child.

Then a brutal death that no one should have to suffer. A death full of fear and brutality that I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. It's a death that no one should even have to witness.

My conclusion and meaning I think are to be EVER PRESENT. Present here. Present today. Vitaly Present.

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

This I Gotta See



I keep thinking about one year ago at this time.
Some of it I don't like to dwell on but I don't think I would be
where I am today without it. Or appreciate it so much.
And today and what's coming looks so bright.
The changes.
Dreams that I was dreaming then keep coming true.
I love the smile that sits on my face.
I can't seem to wipe it off.
This future, I just have to see it.

Saturday, September 3, 2011

Parachute







Always listen to your heart because even though it's on your left side it's always right.

Thursday, September 1, 2011

I know I can count on you



there is such beauty in the things that you and I take for granted
i am so grateful
i am so very humbled
i wish for grace
i hope for love