Ella Henderson's performance - Cher's Believe - The X Factor UK 2012

I am that girl that belts out songs like this by myself.
I do not sound anything like her.
Amazing. Whole different feeling to the song. PERFECT


Fair last night!?! first time in 4-5 years. Nostalgia and people watching galore.
So glad I was able to share with Rick.
Too bad his fair was better:( Damn Darke County.

Sunday Morning by Maroon 5 with lyrics

I think that sometimes a roadblock or a change can make you realize how happy you are without something. I have not been this happy in months. I think I just feel lighter with appreciation for savoring the now. To evaluate where I am and where I want to be. Relaxing on this sunday morning. Just blissful.


Yesterday I turned 26. It was one of the best birthdays I've had. A year really does make all the difference. I'm married this birthday. I am a wife. That in itself blows my mind. I think I may actually be a pretty great wife. I believe the relationship I have with my husband is beyond anything I've experienced. He really is my best friend and knowing he is there means everything. I am getting ready to be a mother. These facts astound me and make me believe fate knows what she's doing.
 Rick and I were able to see little man yesterday. (And no we will not be referring to him as gary). It turns out a 3D ultrasound is amazing. I could see his little face in a scowl for waking him up. He was beautiful. Little lips and ears. I can't say I love everything about being pregnant but I can tell you the love I have for him. It is so overwhelming. Consuming. Beautiful. 28 weeks this week. Third Trimester. Countdown to meet him.

don't hold back

This week has been challenging to say the least but the only thing I can control now is my reaction.
I have been so impressed with those around me and their love.
I can not believe how supported and wonderful that feels.
So I guess the whole damn bad situation has just left me feeling utterly thankful.
And maybe that was just the point?
Maybe god is putting this roadblock up to result in more time with little man. I don't know but I can't wait to find out. And Rick and Mom....Thank you

HApPY

Made my morning

ccr

Feeling some CCR this morning. Wonderful

I will wait

 

Words

anxious

excited

stressed

worried

happy

 

 

Sometimes when you write what you're worried about it gives it validity. I don't want that.

 Tomorrow Rick and I have our first tour and baby class....I'm so excited to share this with him.