discovery

Sometimes in the middle of a very ordinary day I remember that everything is a miracle. That my son and each new discovery is a miracle. That remembering to pay attention is half the battle. Foster glistens at me every morning. Feeling the sun on my face and letting myself glow. Joy- pure and simple makes me feel so alive. Letting go and accepting today and people for who they are. Not living with an anxiety to make things change. I found some acceptance and happiness in this day. All i feel is thankful. love love love can YOU see it?

5 months

I constantly think what did I used to do before Foster? The answer that comes to mind is SLEEP. But for every freedom I had before Foster he has given me so many gifts. Waking up to his face makes me hunger for another day. Makes me HOPE. I cherish watching him sleep. It won't be like this for long. I now realize why mothers go through childbirth more than once. These tiny humans become so precious and dear. I like changing his diaper as he giggles. I have so much to share with this little man and can't wait for the future. Having Foster has brought me closer to my husband. i love seeing them together. Days are different now. When's nap time? When do we eat next? How am I going to get in laundry? Bath time? Who knew this would consume my daily life? I LOVE IT! Foster smiles and changes my whole name. He has given me perspective that all that matters is him health our family.