Tired

I was watching the Jerry Springer Show in the breakroom of my new job.
I felt like I was on the Jerry Springer Show in the ER today.
With each new patient I kept thinking Are you friggin kidding me?
Did I mention this is Day 10 straight. I'm exhausted and tired of bullshit.
I can't get over the thing people do to themselves and then want help with it.
Yo dumbass I don't want to help you.
I got into this job to help people who need it. You're just retarded.

I feel like the new kid in school.
Keep telling myself- right decision and will be better.
Hopefully.