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god- happiness happy today is waking up to my baby laughing in his crib. squealing in delight when I pick his little bouncing body out of the crib. I smile into his neck hugging him. This moment every morning I look forward to. I've missed him while i've slept. His cries of delight. the way he scrunches up his nose. my heart is overflowing. glowing. my husband holds me that much closer because we were given him. happy is watching his daddy in the baby monitor shush and pat him to sleep. rubbing his back when hes fussy. aching. i'm holding these precious moments close because it won't be long before they're gone and he won't smile with delight when I enter the room. The moment when I have to let him fly will come all too soon.