Dreams

A dream you dream alone is only a dream. A dream you dream together is a reality.
-Lennon

I don't want to dream alone.

Do you long for the sunrise or do you ache for a sunset?
The end of a day makes me feel regret. Words left unsaid. Decisions that should have become actions. A sunrise makes me feel a new beginning. That what I want is a possibility. That the regret I feel from yesterday is forgotten. That old open wounds are healing and becoming scars. A sunrise is a new clean slate. Evenings leave me alone. Silent and heavy. Final. Just like always. I wish that I was happy in both.

giggling in the light

Good news
Good news that makes me want to giggle.
That makes me smile for the rest of the day.
That lets me bask in the light.
Beautiful. Blissful goodness.
This kind of news is a gift.
A friend gave me this gift.
New life.
My worries are set to the side and I just feel happiness.
Happy that yes- dreams can come true.

Tired

I was watching the Jerry Springer Show in the breakroom of my new job.
I felt like I was on the Jerry Springer Show in the ER today.
With each new patient I kept thinking Are you friggin kidding me?
Did I mention this is Day 10 straight. I'm exhausted and tired of bullshit.
I can't get over the thing people do to themselves and then want help with it.
Yo dumbass I don't want to help you.
I got into this job to help people who need it. You're just retarded.

I feel like the new kid in school.
Keep telling myself- right decision and will be better.
Hopefully.

The Naked And Famous - Young Blood

It will be alright in the end and if its not alright then it's not the end.

Save Me - Nicki Minaj ( with lyrics )

Today was beautiful!
I soaked up the 40 degree weather.
I lavished in my mom. She is beautiful.
I forget how easy it is to be with her.
I held a newborn on my chest for the afternoon.
His smell and the way he curled into me- ahhhh. Bliss.
I bought a pair of ugly camo cool shoes. and yes they can be cool and ugly.
I found a book I'd been psyched to read.
I got to cuddle.
I had my head hit on a peephole.
I ran and listened to nicki minaj cd- I'm going to wear it out.
Running makes me feel strong.
Now am simply relishing in the feel of a blanket, my couch, and a book.
Don't forget the diet coke at my side.
Loved today!

Bryan White- "Rebecca Lynn" - Moncton, New Brunswick, Canada

I love this song.
I can't find a good version on youtube.
First concert.
Takes me back every time.
Makes me smile.

Ring around the roses.
Pocket full of dreams and poises.

When love is wrong, it dies
And thats the way it goes
But when its right
You know love it grows

Wiz Khalifa - Black And Yellow [Official Music Video]

this song is on everywhere
including on repeat in my house - thanks corey


today the sun came out
i actually felt the sun on my back
my whole attitude changed
i just wanted to lay back and soak it up
i smile and smile and smile

Wiz Khalifa - Black And Yellow [Official Music Video]

this song is on everywhere
including on repeat in my house - thanks corey


today the sun came out
i actually felt the sun on my back
my whole attitude changed
i just wanted to lay back and soak it up
i smile and smile and smile

Adele - Rolling In The Deep