Breathe Me

I wanted to create this blog to share great music with friends and to share my life.

This past week has been frustrating from multiple standpoints. So I'm reminding myself to count my blessings and look at my glass which runs over.
My parents stopped to see me in the ER yesterday. I was on my 3rd 12 in a row and was pretty much exhausted. The continued monotony of the staple patient that comes into the ER is frustrating and tiresome. Not to mention the multiple personalities of tired healthcare workers- tons of clashing. My parents drove 20 extra minutes out of their way to see me! They brought me pizza and some for the other staff. Did I mention that I love my family? The reminder that someone cares about you is always welcome. I can not stress enough that the little things that people do make all the difference.
Then my brother called me this morning. He wanted to talk (which I found suprising that I needed to). He is such a welcome person in my life. He always brings me up and makes me look at things in another way. The phone call was needed.

As far as preparing for my marathon in April. I only got in 4 miles over the weekend, which is pitiful. I did get in a total of 24miles last week, but I am very inconsistent. I love the feeling I get in the middle of a long run outside. I feel like an addict because it always seems like the edge of euphoria. This weekends 12's wiped me out and I haven't gotten my run in today. I am going to spinning tonight, I haven't done since I lived in Mason. I can't wait. I remember how fun group classes are.

Goals for the week: Stats hw and Theory paper- if anyone has info on how Chaos theory can be related to nursing theory throw me a bone?!
- Personally: work on relationships. Connect with someone I've lost touch with.

Love and Music Baby
My song of the week is SIA. Breathe Me. (she is the lady on the left)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LZIfCmaBe7Q&feature=related
Lyrics
Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
I hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Ouch

I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
Lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me


-I just love this song. I feel like it is the getting ready in the morning chill song. Every person on the planet has been there. The lyric of hold me-wrap me up. I think that I want to be taken care of and someone to lean on. I know I can take care of myself, but the want of someone else being with me is always there. Mistakes and heartache happen. It's nice to have someone who cares for you sitting beside you when it does.

~I hope everyone has a great week and that you like the song!
....please keep my mom in your thoughts~prayers-that she continues to heal.
Dad I hope the MRI goes well! KMS- well you know. CML for finals. Me- for patience.