Five Finger Death Punch - Far From Home

A corey song that is being played over and over.

I went on squad runs with the local fire department last week. Walked into a boy's club of the best kind. The way they move is a well practiced dance and I didn't know many steps. I felt like I was looking the window and wishing to be a part of something. Their interactions are that of brothers. Respect doesn't cover what I think of them. An enlightening day of new experience. Plus they have hottt uniforms and get to drive fire engines... not much cooler than that.

My house is alive again. Not just living lonely. There's a reason to be around.My brother moved in. I love that there is someone there in the next room. I think when you've grown up together you fall into the same rhythm. Music blaring. Dancing through the house. Cookies just the way I like. I know how he operates. I know how he likes his eggs, his toast, his coffee. I know how to gauge his moods and his state of mind. I know not to approach him in the morning until he approaches you. I like that he is as disciplined and ocd as I am. He makes me laugh. I just love him. I want the best for him and hope he can find a sense of home here.

I feel
Beautiful
Wanted
Fabulously
Happy
Thankful
....and a little frustrated.
I hate waiting.