At times I know that I lose it a little.
Emotional shake up.
A comment, a song, a commercial makes me want to cry.
My insecurities all sit on the surface of my mind.
Easily read all over my face.
The fact that I don't feel worthy.
All the worries I have make me feel like I can't breathe.
Relationships. Wants. Beliefs.
It just makes me feel like my normal rose colored glasses only see grey.
I know this is hormones. I feel it coming every month.
It makes me feel weak. It makes me feel guilty.
I'm normally such a positive person.
I know this is normal. A majority of my friends are irritable or tearful.
Doesn't mean I hate it any less.
and pimp. thanks for dealing with me happy. being with me crazy. holding me when i'm sad. You make my heart float.
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