oooo baby

Baby Birt, I'm sitting here looking at my tummy. Not so flat like I like it anymore. I have a "pooch". A ever rounding tummy. You are almost 13 weeks inside. I am hungry for tomatoes all the time. I want spaghetti, tomato soup,tomato sandwiches. Daddy can vouch for me. I can't get enough. I'm dreaming all the time now. Strong, sometimes vividly unpleasent dreams. I am so very tired. I am told that this will get better. I'm nauseated and waking up with headaches. Each time I have pains run across my stomach I wonder if everything is alright. I clutch you inside of me a little tighter. Because you- baby- are wanted so much. I wish to myself that there were a manual that told me what pains were ok and which aren't. I dream about what you will look like...Will you have daddys eyes? I love Daddy's eyes. I fell in love with them. I really love your daddy. He makes my heart glow. Will you have my red hair? I really hope you're not like me. I wish for you a sunny laid back personality. I'm really high strung- daddy says I'm on crack. Will you have hands like my mothers and a nose like my grandmother? I just want you- healthy- little person. I am so excited to feel you move inside of me... I'm trying to wait patiently. I already think you're beautiful and can't wait to touch your face, see your smile. Know this baby. You will be so loved. Everyone is so excited to meet you. It is only June and we have to wait until December. I had no idea waiting would be so hard. So grow grow grow baby birt. If you're a girl we are thinking Jolynn. My grandpa's names Jo and daddy really likes jolynn. If you're a boy maybe Wilder? We will have to wait and see. Love always, Mommy